In Between

The line between life and death   

the time between present and past

having you all these years

confirmed

how blessed I am

over and over the same question

a tired answer 

faking a smile

the sorrow left

in your frustration

the longing feeling

for who you were           

back in time

your body slowly

feels its weight

that weird sensation

inside your head

your feet don't know

where they're going

your hands don't do

what you are asking

so you prefer            

not to bother them

and rest your mind

on the bed

over and over

the same question

a huge lump

in my throat

takes my breath

and here I'm

smiling at you

one more time

you keep fighting

against your age

but your brain

           now is leaving you

in that place

where

nobody can

bring you back

you don't know

this place

sometimes I'm just

somebody else

your memory flew

so far away

You aren't you

anymore

I don’t know you

You may say

and this love

inside my heart

spare the sadness

and the pain

for a new hope

that is alive

I didn't know back in time

that ambiguous loss

knocked at our doors

but now I know that it's time

I need to say goodbye

because we are running out of time

you will find

yourself again

my love for you

will always stay

I will try to do my best

when your absence

revamps the line

between

life and death

sending love

from where you are

there so far away

between the line

of life and death.